Beutifull things all the way

It is all so strange not real ,could it be some sort of a dream ,or a fantasy for that matter, talking to Evelyn was some how a strange feeling ,her voice kind of ,woke up some deep totally ,alien emotions in me,an echo from so far away,and then it couldn't be a dream ,because she Evelyn invited,her sister and my second daughter to the phone Marianna,and God I suddenly got into a reverie,kind of day dream.Time would tell every time I start talking about my daughters my tears start runing burning my eyes hot tears I just have to stop it. Omar dhuule an old friend of mine is for now on a visit to me he is here by my little apartment , let me just stop it here.I will definitely write more tomorrow.

What aday

First I get a new jobb on topp of the one I have now and hillevi The mother of my very beutifull shinnig always and ever prety girls call me ,and lets me talk to Evelyn,Icall it a day,my deepest wounds are halve healed,my little Evelyn said she is going to send me a drowing I look forward to that ,as it turned out ,and some how I felt it that ,hillevi was the perfect mom for the kids,let bygones be bygons ,che sara sara ,the most important for me at this moment is that the kids and their mother are happy and in a very good shape .My agonies and pains ,for the the past two years are a little bit alleviated,time will ,I love them as I always did .I will keep contact with them where ever I am and when ever I can,it is getting a little bit late now and I just have to stop duty is calling tomorw I will be off to work at six so ,Iwill resume some other time.

Finally

I have just been talking to my kids and by God it was so encouraging ,it was so beutifull,so sweet ,so lovelely,I cant describe the feeling in words ,it is overwhelming,nothing could cover, no words ,no expressions ,not even pictures could translate,the moment of joy in talking to hillevi and evelyn ,and mariana,Ihope the best for them ,as i always did ,but specially tonight,I am off to work earlly ,tomorow,so Iwil resume ,after I am finishied from work