It is very cold today,I woke up in the morning after my usual shower,and coffe,I opened the windows and God it is too much snow ,the whole looks white,People complain about the autmman dark, for me it is really cold winters that get me into not exactly depressed,but in avery bad mood.It reminds me of MY country and the city,Igrew up in,Mogadisho,it is always mid temperatures,and even when it is hot ,the fresh breeze from the Indian ocean cools it off.It leaves my heart sad

Life goes on and on

I dont often write may be becouse Iam scared of my thoughts,or may be it is hard to admit to the fact that I am on my way to a loss,I had a freind from childhhod ,he always used to say that God the Almighty does not take u abruptly,or may be He does to some peaple ,If he does not do that then He the almighty is goeing to take u slowly ,smooth,and ,painfully,well I heard that this freind of mine is dead long time back now,But I dont even know why I came to that now ,but May be it is becouse I am ,gradually losing ground,I lost lots of times of Life ,and mannaged to come over that,but now it seems harder than ever that I lost my little beautifull daughters ,I can never never never forget them ,but I realize that I have to just give against my wish.