Life goes on and on

I dont often write may be becouse Iam scared of my thoughts,or may be it is hard to admit to the fact that I am on my way to a loss,I had a freind from childhhod ,he always used to say that God the Almighty does not take u abruptly,or may be He does to some peaple ,If he does not do that then He the almighty is goeing to take u slowly ,smooth,and ,painfully,well I heard that this freind of mine is dead long time back now,But I dont even know why I came to that now ,but May be it is becouse I am ,gradually losing ground,I lost lots of times of Life ,and mannaged to come over that,but now it seems harder than ever that I lost my little beautifull daughters ,I can never never never forget them ,but I realize that I have to just give against my wish.