It is always difficult,to make a choice ,and unfortunateley we always have to make choices,some times the wrong ,some times the right choices ,but what the right choice is ,is always controversial,for what is right for a given society could be wrong for another,it has always been like that and it will always be like that ,there is no absolute truth,never,reality is an illusion,and ilusion is nothing more than temperary,as a consequence there is nothing that is real ,for reality in itself is an illusion,like my granfather put it when he was 96 years old ,listen carefully to your heart,close your eyes and listen one more time to your heart ,follow your heart ,it is the source of your illusuion and reality,the source of pains,agonies,joy,and ,happiness,look no furher,than your heart ,and move on with the current in life.ijust have to top,emotions are followig